In the interstitial liminal Erotic
To be shaped by the infinite potentialities
Dearest Community,
I hope you are all well.
On my end, after two months living in the forest adorning the spectacular Great Smoky Mountains in North Carolina, I am now in Connecticut, received by the brightest colors of the birthing summer, rejoicing in the birds’ songs held by the soft breeze embracing majestic trees.
While being immersed in the field of my current 12 week immersion Eros Innocence, I am recalling how Feminine work is directly interwoven with the expansion of our Consciousness, the pointer of the Serpent to Eve, here to remind us that the Feminine is the Consciousness trapped in the tensions and imprints residing in our human bodies.
While supporting and being with the ten women of Eros Innocence, meeting each Saturday, gathered around the archetypal forces of the Serpent and other Feminine expressions, I can see how the disconnection with the flesh of our bodies is the root cause of nervous system regulation and a lack of belonging preventing us from inhabiting our full expression in the infinite totality of who we are, cutting us off from the fire of our instincts here to guide us to ignite what our Soul is longing for.
Due to patriarchal conditioning separating us from our body, many women (and men) only learned to live through the compass of their mind. Interestingly, the mind is the part of our body closer to the Sky where Father God resides. Discipline as devotion is required for the path to healing and wholeness to soften and jump into the unknown fertile void, creation’s substratum, so feared by the mind which confuses chaos with danger forgetting that the higher principle of Life, Eros, pulses the natural order of Creation. Not everybody is ready to jump off the cliff of knowing. Naturally so, as patriarchy pathologized death and the fear of dissolution. But isn’t that all that the non-dual spiritualities are seeking for, the death and dissolution of the ego? Isn’t that what some self development modern modalities are aspiring to, to meet the Self with a capital S for wholeness and belonging?
Due to thousands of years of separation from all the bodies, our own flesh and all the Earth bodies, we became afraid of the matter which share the same roots as mother and the Feminine flowing into the matter of our bodies containing the imprints of our limiting patriarchal conditioning, leading to people pleasing blurring our healthy boundaries and our abilities to voice our “no”, addiction to perfection chopping off our authentic expression and natural gifts, violent voices of internal misogyny leading to self sabotage and harsh judgment to our bodies and who we are.
Due to thousands of years of disembodiment, we have lost touch with the Erotic wisdom of our Body filled with a refined consciousness here to allow our life force to flow freely, to be aware of our limiting patterns for the resolution to happen and to adopt the posture of loving presence to welcome the imprinted wounds of our abuses and trauma for their resolution.
Due to thousands years of patriarchal mindset, we became violent and our own oppressors, exhausting our mind, killing our natural potential of creativity while disregulating our nervous system to be again and always the good little soldier, to be the perfect one in control far from our emotions, to not feel, to stay in the rational realm, safe, far from any threat of being considered as hysterical and crazy. This is how we are building our own tomb, alive but dying from inside, missing out on the erotic magic pulsing in our womb and in our surrounding, vibrating reality and the potent medicine of healing always here for us in the interstitial liminal realities where the mind leaves space in bowing reverence to the higher frequency erotic field of the Source for the expansion of our perception of who we are and the infinite potentiality of Life and how we can be, no longer a woman confined in the tiny box society, culture and religion has imposed onto her but a woman centered in the throne of her fullness, not having to justify or explain anything, to be moved directly by her Erotic instinctual flow rippling from the Source of her Womb.
